Yup. I lost 40 pounds
If anyone is waiting for an update on me and Viktor, you will have to wait a little longer. We’re still together and all but I’ve had a hard time writing an update lately since I just tear up everytime I start writing because I miss him so much. So yeah an update is coming, but it might take a little longer than I expected. But yeah, I’m still so fucking in love, in case anyone was wondering :)
The friends you will call extensions
of yourself the day you graduate high
school may not be the first people
you call when you get engaged.
Not all kisses will be good ones.
Some will be wet and miss your
mouth by so much, you’ll start to
wonder if they’re looking for
something beyond you, something
your skin will never add up to.
The first time you go home with
a stranger, tell them they are
beautiful and spend the night
begging them to show you
more of their heart in between
your crescendos and releases.
When you leave in the morning
without saying goodbye, hope
they understand that it was
for their own good.
The people you love can be
untouchable and hard and mean
when they have been hurt, but
do not let that stop you from
breaking down their bathroom
doors and holding them together.
You will find that people often
insist that they are whole far
more when they are falling apart
inside of your arms.
It took me so long to learn that other
people are not limbs. You can hurt
for them when they break, but your
pain will not be one in the same with
their experience. Do not tell her you
“know how she feels”, tell her you
will be here when she needs to
Pain can be so great, but the
sky is always the most beautiful
after nasty storms, bent on
knocking down trees and keeping
homes in the dark.
Buy an umbrella.
Don’t let anyone tell you
that you do not already
have everything you will
i just really hope all of you find someone who is really cool that you can love and have sex with and all that shit but you can also talk politics and about evolution. someone you don’t cling to at parties but you nonchalantly grab their ass when you walk by them in the crowd and someone you reach for at 2am in between dreams to cuddle.
Too bored to care
Did you cry when you first watched Titanic?
Lol no I was like 6
What was the last thing you did before doing this quiz?
What would your parents do if you came home with a tattoo?
Done this twice. They just said “ok”.
Gotten high in the past 24 hours?
Would you get your feet tattooed?
Have you told someone you loved them today and meant it?
I don’t think so
What was the last thing you and your mom talked about?
I yelled at her for forgetting that I’m not one of her middle aged girlfriends and sharing too much about her personal life. Like I’m sorry mom, but yuck I don’t wanna hear shit like that.
How do you feel right now?
Tired. Bored. Alone.
What is/was your worst subject in school?
Would it be more likely of you to fail science or math?
Do you find it rude when people text when they’re talking to you?
Nope, as long as they listen at the same time, I’m good.
What’s a word that you overuse?
Typ. It’s the equivalent of “like” in Swedish.
Ever seen a pregnant woman smoking/drinking?
Not that I recall.
What’s something you want for your next birthday?
Do you hate when people talk to you about their relationships?
Not at all.
Do you have any jewelry on currently that came from someone special?
Nope. I only have my nipple piercings on right now, but I did change them the other day to Viktor’s old ones (sounds icky I know, but he gave me all his old ones because his closed up), but now I’m back to my beloved rings again.
Do you always feel like people are staring at you in public places?
What’s one of your biggest fears?
Shark, open water, and if there’s an epedemic or like a world war or something.
Are there currently any food crumbs on your bed?
Have you ever watched the show Banana in Pajamas when you were young?
Yeah, but I kinda hated it.
Would you rather be unhappy being single or unhappy being with someone?
Unhappy being single.
What is something obvious about you that everyone notices?
I have a small birthmark on my cheek.
Who was the last person you hugged?
Probably Viktor. And that was Tuesday night. Haven’t hung out with a lot of other people since.
Did you wake up cranky?
No I woke up at 4am to the sound of thunder.
Would you ever smile at a stranger?
I do all the time. They usually just think I’m weird though.
How do you look right now?
lol sooo bad.
What exactly are you wearing right now?
Black yoga pants, a striped shirt, and Viktor’s hoodie.
How often do you listen to music?
Not that often anymore. Sometimes on my way to work.
Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2015?
Actually I hope it stays almost exactly like it is right now
Are you a social or an antisocial person?
Somewhere in between.
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
All the time.
Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
Well yeah, I’m dating him now.
Are you nice to everyone?
I try to be, until they give me a reason to not be.
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Do you like watching scary movies?
Not really, I like thrillers, but the plots and the actors suuuucckk in scary movies.
If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 2013. That year is a blur anyways because I was on antidepressants and I can’t even remember like half of that year.. Shit’s crazy I tell ya.
Did you have a dream last night?
I don’t think I did.
Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
I really don’t.
Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Maybe a little ;)
Did you have a good day yesterday?
It was faily nice. I had McDonald’s for dinner though so that was amaze.
If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
We would cuddle :)
Oh dear, it’s a long story and since I know some of my family members check my tumblr every now and then I don’t know if I wanna write out the entire story here, not that I did anything wrong in that relationship, but because he was a total asshole and I don’t want my parents especially to know what he did to me. But he was a total fraud and a pathological liar and one of the most twisted people I have ever met, I am now disgusted even thinking about all the horrible things he did to me and I am so glad that I now have Viktor by my side instead of that horrible horrible person. He is a sick individual and I’m so glad I don’t have to be around him anymore. So yeah, there’s the short version. But yeah he’s basically dead to me.
Follow me on Instagram! Apparently I only post photos of my boyfriend. And food. And my boyfriend eating food. But hey it’s worth a shot right? ;)
Wooaahhh that’s so cool! Not creepy at all, in fact it’s very cute! Thank you for sharing this, it actually brightened up my day (: xx
Aaaahhhhh I love this!!
5000 FOLLOWER ART GIVEAWAY ヾ(。◕ฺ∀◕ฺ)ノ
In honour of this blog reaching 5000 followers I’m doing a giveaway on my art blog!! Yay yay much fun. So you guys know how these things work~
and if more than my follower count reblogs it, the prizes will be upgraded (1-character design/turnaround 2- see 1 above 3-see 2 above 4-see 3 above) and a runnerup will be chosen as well. here are the basic rules yada yada
- no giveaway blogs cmon let’s be real
- must be following me and my art blog
- only one reblog counts (tumblr only counts one anyways), a like is an additional entry
- i’ll draw like anything
ANYWAYS i love you guys!! Cool okay ready set go ♥ ♥ ♥
Ends July 30th